Alyssa, it was all just a joke between me and her. We don't even like each other.. We're just tight friends. It's like you and your friends that are guys, but the joke I did was alittle too high to joke around with. But Seriously.. If you can't believe me or trust me then. then i'm going to get over this. I love so much Alyssa. But if you can trust me or believe me, then I dont know what I can do for you. Sometimes it's not always about you, sometimes you got to see from my perpective in this relationship. I'm not trying to be a bitch and whatever. I want you to understand..
Dont take this in a wrong way, because I'm not trying to insult you or anything. I just want you to know its not always about you in this relationship. and I really need you.

I miss you, I really need to see you!
and I wont be seeing you because of your bestfriends birthday. Alyssa, it hurts me the most that I can't see you. and I really need to see you. You had a chance of seeing me yesterday. But you choose not to and went to your place with your friends because you we're lazy. I can't have a lazy girl Alyssa. If I need to change, so do you. I love you alot Alyssa, but it hurts for me not to see you. I need to see you right now. I know I keep repeating this but, I need you to understand from what i'm saying and from my perpective in this relationship.

I won't be doing anything else, until I see you change for me. and if you don't know what you need to change for me then just ask me.
remember dont take this as i'm mad at you or like an insult or anything. I'm just doing this for our relationship.

I love you so much Alyssa!