Seperating from the girl you love, hurts the most.
Now my days are darkened, I have no one to be happy with.
Being happy with myself, isn't my way to role in life.
So I'm waiting in line to the day of freedom.
It may take a year, but a year of forgiving.
I truly love her. But she doesnt love me.
If she's true with her word.
I'll be the happiest kid during that time.
If she doesn't, I'll be the depressed kid during that time.
I guess I have to move on if she doesnt want me next year.
I really guess happiness won't fit in my life.
Days if she wont come, days I'll fly high.
Dying to the white smokes.
Till I choke, too death.

Actually I'll just wait for another love to come..
even though it wont be the greatest as Alyssa..