I ask my baby if she love me, she said she don't know
She said the game's got her heart, the streets have got her soul
I ask my baby if she love me, she said she don't know
She said the game's got her heart, the streets have got her soul
I said, "Wow"
-Lupe The Gorilla

Everything has changed.. A whole split second, and im back to my great dark depression. Days aren't going to be happy for me this year. Not sure if I want to succeed with this sad depression. I change so much once I was with her, Changed my looks, my anger, my social life, my everything. I guess I have to change one more time in my life. Goodbye socialing even though no one socials with me. I will never get my mind of her. Trully, I'd fuck myself over if I can never be back with her.. My days I try so hard for her. I guess its not enough. She's so perfect for me, even if the mistakes that comes with her. My feelings for her will never weak for what she does to me. Now its back to my grade 9 years. Failing school, fights, Graffiti..

Everything I do, its not enough
The pain that grows, knocks me out
Do I enter, or do I leave?
Do I fly or should I die?

Smoke haze me to succeed to the greater fail..

All random emotion.

Sorry to say alyssa.. I love you still. not going to give up.