Seriously, today was so jokes! Me and Beautee finally chilled for how many weeks? LOL
we walked around doing nothing and ate whatever, afterwards we watched Transformers. And When we were finding a seat, Beautee trip! OMGOSH IT WAS SO JOKES! Like me and Beautee literally laughed! That was the funniest moment of my day! LOL
Anyways, my dad woke me up I think at 8 or 9 am. Just to do groceries.
So gay. I completely forgot Maria's party today, And I didn't go. Oh well!
Anyways.. Today I've been thinking about her non-stop. I seriously miss her.
I've been listening too much J Holiday and Musiq Soulchild, all because of her.
I can't think completely straight until I see her in my mind.. Lame? I know, but I'm crazy over her.

Now me and Alyssa haven't been talking alot, I'm pretty worried. Maybe it's because we didn't see each other for two days? Whatever it is, I want to talk to her like me and her had at the park. It was nice getting to know more of her then people usually see in her. Like I can't wait t'ill next week when I get to see her again! I love being with her. It feels right. Like we may have misunderstandings, but we get stronger. Like I am trully happy that I'm with her, I seriously mean this. Like I was happy with my ex's but never this happy with Alyssa. It's like Riding drop zone when you're drunk, without and safety latches and you're completely falling t'ill you reach the ground and be catched from the people who care about you the most. Lame again? I KNOW! I have this feeling where I need to let it out, but I dont know how.. I just need her on my side to do it. I need her more then ever! I love her so much! We'll I'm inlove with her.