Feeling cold.. with a headache and dizzyness.

my room is spinning, music is playing, what kind o drug am I on?
now, I cant see but only lights. Im reaching towards it likes the after life
but I slip and fall from huges stomachache.

Now im feeling warm, sick, and weak
blooding rushing through out my body, trying to find a way out.
as I lay, feelings cuts in deeper.

I'm dying from stupid mental retardedness.
but it shows that im going crazy over her