One more, I cant believe tomorrow is gonna be my birthday.
Soft.. Its gonna be horrible :P
but holy shit this is pissing me off so much, why do you make it so dead.
Im fully asking you to chill and talk but you're always like, "maybe" and you want me to fix things? I'm trying but you're not letting me -.-"
Jeeze first this problem then Im having another by fading away with a other person..
like what did I do to lose yer trust? Ive been chill as your best and now your just fading. gay..

oh man an hour n thirty more minutes till I watch transformers.. im so late -.-"
I hope its good, hope I see people. Hope that I dont get in a fight again -.-"

"Lies to complete the young heartless
worst to corruption but keep yourself marvelous"

Finally back on track
focused my mind on crap
time moving, speed grooving
im making way to be king.

Finally imm back on this, I hvent post any blog for a while.. maybe im lazy? LOL
oh well, shoot I went to the rec centre a few days ago.. man i fault like a noob.. so much sick bboys with alot of exprience but i noticed they're like in their age to be in college, so it got me thinking.. I can way better then them :P
So now im practicing oh much now.. cause I gotta make this. I need to be a decent bboy by the end of grade 12 because i am gonna be attending competitions. This is huge because most competitions has a judge from south Korea and if one of gamblerz members are one of the judge, i might finally show what I got. But right nowi need to practice..

How shit, i never knew days can come by so quick first it was like 20 days till my birthday and now its like 4 days.. I cant wait. going downtown going to gns workshop, then the next day having a huge fam party, well its not huge but i get to see my cousins still then holy crap, its gonna be sick. I get to spend a day with JO and Tintin, best fam ever. hopefully there wont be any problems during my birthday, cause its gonna be my 16th birthday..

and oh shit im studying so hard for my g1 test, cause once i get it, im going straight to driving school.. but wait I get to drive a car still and yet my uncle is getting me a car for free cause he works for this famous garages thats known in the US and oh man, I cant wait.

My eyes to sleep when I woke up to seek
missioning the walk, where I cant move my feet
loving with no heart, but loving with a brain
getting blown up, when your lies drain

I puff once with a grain
wishing all the problems can go away
hitting up laws with paint cans and sprays
mysterious love thats walls can say

now Im back running to pay..

Hooking on wires, I got strings on my teeth
spitting out the waste, no more lefted to eat.
my hunger for its life, has nothing to repeat
because there is no return but what you shit last week.

mentally, I am questioned, to the answer that is unknown
believing my thoughts as God has already known
Worshipping his existence, but is thats all he thrown?

Logically, I am nothing compare to this
I am who he was to known as his first name began with 'Chris'
Now, I see that this bitch, gotta get a fist to have a lisp

- Arellano

Wow, when are we going to chill? We never even chilled yet and you still coming to me like were a big thing to not mess with, seriously come makes plans, cause Im not going to wait till you come back when yer away for 20 days -.-"

That game got me ripped, now im fully obessed with that shit. I need to tune my car to get on these asians level.

my birthday is coming in a few weeks, I cant wait caue after my birthday ima go get my G1 , hopefully im going to pass it because im study non stop LOL!

My sleeping habits arent healthy.. napping during eveninng and cant sleep at night, so im awake drawing the shit out of my mind on pens and paper.

I need to work out this summer, for many reasons. Attending martial arts, and body building for bboy, I need powermoves.

PICK ONE! gosh :P
Really I need to know so then I dont have to waste my time! So come one, its not that difficult. But its you if you want to keep going its up to you! I'm still here if you need me.

Almost done school! :) I just need to get stamps and that all xP

Im getting sloppy on my breaking! I need to practice before the session. I really need to make a point that i am the better bboy then retrofellaz. I need the respect!

I have nothing to write right now... Im so blank from being too tired LOL XO

-arellano

War is a battle between right or wrong
bleeding lives to a scene, where alot can come
Im navy solidier coming to your doom
I kill lives for fame, especially from you
believe or not, my goal is to conquer fools
you're dying, you're oozing, you're covered in blood
thats why I should win. Because I can never get enough

- Jay Arellano

I am sooooo dissappointed towards myself. Like I need to concentrate next year. Hopefully I wont have any problems in beyond in that future because im not willing to fail again, its not an option anymore. Its like there's a war in my head right now so confusing, so much lost and gain. LOL I need to concentrate!!!

I know i'm going to regret this one day but really. This feeling is so great, seriously with no lie its better then any other I felt before. Like Im keeping this clean. No more stupid shit I'm doing. No more tokes no more liquor, no more graff. Im doing this for you. I can't believe i'm so whipped over her. Damn, from the starting we talked. I knew there was something about her. Now she got me thinking hard about her. Cant believe I kept thinking about her for the whole weekend. Fuck, I better not fuck up, like I did with the rest. Too much arguements and too much rumours. IT gotta stop. Im going true with this.

I'm seeing haters that are reading my blogs. Yo.. get a life. LOOL!

Note to self, PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE!
I'm so close being the better bboy in my school, but the fact that other schools are better then me! It's okay, I just have to improve more! Kang and Lester was saying how my toprock was amazing to them, but I think it's so crap. Well I guys its just me improving alot, thinking that more i keep doing it more I use to the moves I've done. But I need to be better! I need to get a airchair! I need to get some powermoves done. I need style in my footwork. The only style I have in my bboying is my Toprock. Thats all.. But i'll improve so much in the summer, more sessions. No more interference with girls or beef. Im staying clean for this, Im staying safe till I break a arm or something. Im going Hard, wait actualling im going Big.. sounded wrong.. LOL
but I need to be known! Thought that, in grade 2 i was crap at breakdancing, then in grade 5 I did it again. But look at me now... I improved so much, but its not enough!

uFAKE.uHATE.iBREAK. :)