Seriously, something is going wrong with me. I cant do units at all for the past days, like all im concentrated on nothing. I cant do a movement with out inspiration. thats the thing, I got no inpiration no more. I might like be a carry over next year, its going to be shit. I might have to summer school some courses. It's going to suck more. I want to get out of highschool on the 4th year. I need this miracle to happen, I pray to God. Seriously I do pray to God, but recently I dont think my call way from him is connected. Since lately everything is messing me up, Im feeling so corrupt. Doing the stupidiest things, where I know it's wrong but I still do it.

Why do I keep coming to a girl when they always like someone else? I'm so stupid. I know if they like someone else then they wouldnt get me. and plus the way I look is stupid. So I doubt anyone will get at me. Ahaha. But damn, it's getting to me. I shouldnt have messed up in the past. I should'nt be like my fucking dad. I hate him, I wish I don't grow up like him. Fucking corrupt bitch.

Damn, a few days until 'Stomp!' I'm so excited, because like I get to watch it with my bhess, Beautee. Also Jonathan and them. Yet I get to see my friend Christine. Wow, this is how you know im obsessed with Stomp because I keep talking about it in every blog! Ahahaha!

"You, you blind baby. You're blind from the fact oh yeah cause you're watching that garbage!"