Holy cows, today I went to my schools artshow and perform infront of Prince of Peace and SOC. It was pretty embrassing. LOL But I got to see my cousin, Matthew! It's been so long, that I've seen him! But, im kind of improving on somethings, and yeah im not improving on others. I can finally hold a handstand for 4 secs? Even tho thats not enough, but at least I can hold it now! Damn, the whole day I was dancing. It got me sweaty/tired :( It was kind of a good workout for me :) And Jeff taught me something sick with my footwork, this is why I need crew to practice with! But damn, I need to improve!

Damn, I didn't see her today. She didn't watch me dance, I needed her inspiration. But its okay, I guess? But damn I should stop going for her, its already showing that she's not into me. I just should move on. but damn, I knew her since grade 8? damn.. Only if she knew. actually i dont wan her to know. it might get things ackward again...