I speak but in not your language, I see but in not your view, and I listen but not to you. Get it?
Damn, we have seperated so apart. now we aint talking like before. what the fuck is going on. We use to talk like everyday, we use to chill. I guess the fact you live so far, we dont get to chill as much. but damn.. Ive been always there for you and all and now you dont tell me a thing. what happen? did I do something wrong for you to lose your trust? I did everything to not lose it. Oh well.. I just hope 'Our' friendship will still be strong. I just wish we talked more often.

Damn, Beautee's dinner was mad chilled. Like I met some new friends and I met some old. But Im glad, I got to join to chill on Beautees birthday dinner. I felt bad that I didnt really talk to her. and yet we talk alot on msn, well kinda? but were bhest XO
But yeah I gave her the 30$ as a half gift, but now i have to save up more money to get her something greezy! but i need help to figure it out. But Happy Birthday Beautee! I hope you have a great 15th birthday :)

Clearly, everyone should know that Diann Rivera is a fucking snake. And a whore. Bitch gets horny for days with mans. She clearly pulled me in the girls washroom Ha! Like really, get off my dick. Stop talking shit about me.

I need to talk to her, I seriously need to talk things over with. I need to let her know something.
before things will corrupt like the last time. Like really, I need this so bad, its like having sex. LOL NO I JOKE. Like i need her to know this so hard.

Man... what a day, I was actually doing units but I just stayed in my T.A. all day :P
almost finish unit 17 for science, then from that try to finish math to unit 11 then summer school it and carry over other courses... ugh :( but damn i feel less closer to tin, because she didnt talk to me for the whole day... ugh, oh well ill let her be. but damn I can go to Beautee's party wooh :)
I cant wait xP but then i hacw to finish 2 units and I have to do the laundry >.>

Damn, i need to focus. no more being lazy, I cant chill with Kris no more. when i chilled with him, morei fuck up and turned lazy. I need to my active with my work/goals. also i need inspiration..

Drop out, I guess I can. like only if you gave me a chance i would stick in with you. and I wont make the same mistake again, im not a guy who would do that. oh well fuck. believe it or not, ill never stop having that interest of you, ugh. I guess sometimes you can never can have what you need.

weak day/boring/sleepy

too ugh, to type about today.

Yeah, making my own brand, making them sessions, practicing on bboying?
I feel strong, very.. well not really, i miss having that person still.. I need to chill with people i need to chill withm ore often. I need a girl, wait actually not yet LOL! I need money, I need a job, I need a dance studio. I need alot of things. but I usually take it for granted. oh well. Sucks to be me. LOL

OH MY GOSH TODAY AT ART WE HAD TO DRAW A REAL NUDE WOMEN! IT WAS SO DIGUSTING CAUSE LIKE HER THING IS SO HAIRY! XO AH! ITS LIKE A JUNGLE!
but anyways. i need to WORK ON UNITS! ive been fucking slacking off.. now im just plain stupid for hallwalking the whole year >.> stupid kris making me hallwalk.. fucking guy.

I need something complete.

Oh man oh man oh man!
Finally I have finally watched Stomp!
It was so live man and soo jokes!
like the way going to stomp was funny!
Me, Jonathan, and Beautee didnt nkow how to get there! LOL
We had to call my friend Shereen and ask her how to get there! :P
and we kept going back and forth :P
But woow! Genesys won first place for Intermediates and Advance!
It was soo sick! Im so proud of my bhess, Christine. She practiced so hard, she had alot of problems with something else but she did soo good! wait not good more like great!
But damn, I never knew Genesys would kill the competition! LOL
And I saw my ex, we talked alil and gave each other hugs really, I dont mind that.
but it was kind of awkward for me because, I havent seen her in person for a long time.
but afterwards when i got home me n her talked. and like shhe try to keep argueing well i think she was trying to do. and like I had it, really me and her always fight and I just want our conversation to be different like a conversation that were just being chill and not argueing. like serious, I got over the past. Really I did, but she doesnt have to bring it up and what I did. I Forgived and Forget. why cant she do the same? but oh well no one is perfect, you cant really make anyone do whatever you want.

anyways, about stomp! It was so jokes me and jonathan were such jokers! LOL judging the dance and all. These white ppl was sitting infront of us and they were tall... so like me and jonathan were saying outloud in the same time "Ohhh Helll Nah!" it was so jokes! I dont know why, but it was! And like when everyone was like go to buy some pattys I had to scream out "me hungry" in like a jamican accent. It was sooo jokes! because like there were alot of jamicans beside me and they were laughing at me! LOOL! Well from what I saw! :P

But it was a good day, no lie! :)

Just figuring what is true, you?

Its my art, its my paint, its my story to tell.
Its a style, its a passion, its a emotion to let out to share.
Its not a motion, but its a flow of effort.
Its is a culture, but nothing you can believe in.
Its soul to your body, whether you scarfice it or not.
It maybe painful, but its a pain of strenght.
It maybe different, but I'm a God's child
Its an art you can see within the music
Its everything you put your mind into, its something where you have no limits!
I love this art, culture, and motion.
I love bboying.

The only culture im pride to by with!

Seriously, something is going wrong with me. I cant do units at all for the past days, like all im concentrated on nothing. I cant do a movement with out inspiration. thats the thing, I got no inpiration no more. I might like be a carry over next year, its going to be shit. I might have to summer school some courses. It's going to suck more. I want to get out of highschool on the 4th year. I need this miracle to happen, I pray to God. Seriously I do pray to God, but recently I dont think my call way from him is connected. Since lately everything is messing me up, Im feeling so corrupt. Doing the stupidiest things, where I know it's wrong but I still do it.

Why do I keep coming to a girl when they always like someone else? I'm so stupid. I know if they like someone else then they wouldnt get me. and plus the way I look is stupid. So I doubt anyone will get at me. Ahaha. But damn, it's getting to me. I shouldnt have messed up in the past. I should'nt be like my fucking dad. I hate him, I wish I don't grow up like him. Fucking corrupt bitch.

Damn, a few days until 'Stomp!' I'm so excited, because like I get to watch it with my bhess, Beautee. Also Jonathan and them. Yet I get to see my friend Christine. Wow, this is how you know im obsessed with Stomp because I keep talking about it in every blog! Ahahaha!

"You, you blind baby. You're blind from the fact oh yeah cause you're watching that garbage!"

Man, Today I just came from a fam jam, got to chill with my cousins Matthew, Janice, and Alexis. All we did was eat and play PS3 LOL, so much for a jam? :P It was for my Lola's and Lolo's anniversity :) They were so happy when everyone came! and ugh long weekend seemed so short. Like All I did this week end is Clean, Units, then laundry, again units, then fam jam, and now units... what a long weekend.. and i didnt even have enough sleep because my dad is a fucking bitch. LOL anywas, damn Cassie birthday was yesterday and i didnt say happy birthday to her, i feel bad :( and like I didnt get her a gift.. I feel even more bad... ugh.. I still gotta make her a sticker! I need to chill with her! :) Anyways... STOMP IS COMING SOON! I CANT WAIT! Finally me and my bhess gonna chill with jonathan n shit, seeing my other bhesss dance on stage! THIS IS GONNA BE LIVE! see mans chop up my bhess LOOL and me n jonathan tryingg to chop XP. LOL i bet me n jonathan will get rejected :( OH WELL! LOOL! :)
I cant wait :)

Holy, I finally got my haircut. It took me like 2 hours to wait for a barber then it took like 15 mins. for the cut! It was sooo fresh! Like I cant lie, it was soo proper. Damn, then me and Kris went to Fairview and holy crap. soooo much cute girls at fairview... I wish I chopped them still.. LOL oh well soft. I went to Lids to get my hat stich, it was pretty sick still, black stencil font saying "HIPPO" lmfao! It was so proper! well that was my friday.

So yu haven't been on for the whole day, fucking poonface. LOL im kidding. Guess whats in 2 days? :) I wont even say it, you better have remembered yadig ! LOL. So today at moxies, i had the sexiest waiter i can't lie and i member him from last time i went there. Dayum ! haha his smile was so adorable. Joey diamond's look alike but hes not a bisexual hahaha. Anyways enough about him right. So where the fuck have you been. bahaha i called you today when you were gettin yer hair cut, i called the wrong jr -.-" im so stoops LOL. and i saw my cell - missed calls one was you. what'd you call for poonface? haha. kidding , sorry i didnt call back my phone was low battery, i didnt even have bars. shows how much my phone sucks huh but at least i have one, truuuuuu :) haha welll i think this shit's too long for you to read haha kiddin ! i just dont want you to not end up reading it :P welll get your poonface asss online you bumbarossclott ! LOL i have stories to tell you ;o some 'bodmon tings' LOL reaaaaaltalks. im gonna go offffff ! you fucka !

ps. its almost my birthday - i want my present
^ haha kiddding .
i want my stickers ;) lmfao ! im playing again.

Damn, lately. Im fucked up.... You know whats funny? a few days ago, my ex try to prank call me? LOOL What a fag. Like really, that bitch is too horny. Getting at me.. pulling me to the girls washroom at kennedy station to get some... LMFAO Like yo, she's such a whore. I bet she got some dick when she was partying LOL! Well of course she's spanish. Oh well, It amazes me that she tries to make me piss. Funny, all I gotta say Thank God Im not with that whore.

It got me, I totally fucked up my right shoulder! LOLStupid suicides and coindrops! Why cant I get it right?!? Fucking dropping on the wrong side of my shoulder? Fucking hurts like how I made my ex cry. LOOOL! No I joke. Man I need to practice more on my breaking still! I might hold up a session still! I need poppers and bboys!

Honestly I think I wont graduate highschool! LOL because fucking friend wants me to go to art with him just to fool around nohomo. Like really the reason why im behind is because he made me behind. like really get off my dick. You follow me everywhere. Like give it a break, its the end of the school year and I need to finish my units. fucking child! Like im not gonna do your units, like really pay attention and go on yer own so i can do my fucking units.

Really, I might of moved on fast but really I just had a crush on the girl before. but this girl right now... I liked her before, and I regret for having a chance with her. and letting her hurt. Like I wonna like get with her. but iunno if she wants to. like no creeper, I saw her blogs and she's like she over it, she wont go back with me if i liked her again n all.. like damn.. I seriously messed up. I was so stupid going for Diann, she was so waste. I shouldve went for.. C...... FUCK! Like really, just something about her that got me liking her again!

Wooooh! Im getting a hair cut! Finally! shoot, tomorrow im gonna get it, hellow bald head LOL!
and im getting my snapback hat to say "hippo"
thats soooo sexy! :)

and oh my Gosh! I got the tickets! I got em good! I got them beside my bhess!! WOOh! Finally Im watching Stomp soon! With my Bhess and watch my other bhess dance. and eww im gonna see my ex dance, I hope she sucks LOOOOOOOOL! I joke! But I hope its gonna be live!! because really. i heard from the bhess in genesys there's alot of hot girls in her crew and they're in my age :) YES! chopping time! no I joke LOOL, I wouldnt do that.*smiles with sunglasses*

CASSIE IS A BLOG CREEPER! ;)

Holy crap today was so boring.. but I got me some strap back hats, so sexy thanks you Julian! LOL But fuck, I need some black strapbacks.. Oh well.. as I said today was boring.. All I did today was chilling at english.. And yet I didnt do any work.. so fucked.. But I made stickers and I got 100 stickers for 5$ still. Thats pretty cheap. Now im gonnaa be making so much stickers for my brand name *smiles with sunglasses on*

Today I saw her.. I couldnt even speak to her.. damn, I just should give up. Because its me thinking things are getting awkward and fuck.. ugh. I should give up..

damn so much birthdays are coming by at this end of the month, Like Jorrstons, Johns and my bestfriend Beautee. But I dont know which party to go to :S Like Jorrstons party is obviously going to be at his house.. but damn, Beautee's pary is gonna be live tho. At Korean Grill in downtown, making so much jokes! And I can actually chill with the people she's close with. Then Johns is just buying him a present and watch him do a piece lmfao. But Really I should go to Beautee's party, Shes been with me since last summer to this day, and she always know what to say for me.

Im so fucked up right now. Im so tired, sleepy, hurting. Like I need the longest sleep ever! Without having my dad waking me up at 6 am -.-" Thats bitch.. lmfao! I still a few weeks ago I sent him to the hospital cause I punch his kidney so hard when me and him were fighting! LMFAO! and his deezed. His even stronger then me! oh well he deserves it!

I think thats all I have in my head.. CASSIE, I hope you enjoy reading this! LOL You blog creeper! ;)

Friday:
What a LIVE DAY! People were freestlying, a performence by Ekclipz, breakdancing, then chilling with ekclipz n my boys yo soooo jokes! Like we were so hyper LOOOL!
then watching movies with them was so homo.. like we did the weirdiest shit ever! like "DUTTY FRIDAYS" LMFAO!! Ekclipz was too jokes "bumbaclot, back up back up, what now grandma", "what time is it" LMFAO! TOO JOKES! And I got to perform at the end of the artshow
and so many people saw my dancing, I felt proud *puts on sunglasses*

Saturday: HOLY CRAP! I hate little kids.... soooo gay like my lil cousins or little nephews were sooooo annoying and yet their half white n half filippino >.> like i was playing xbox with my friends and cousins and they come in and spill coke all over the floor and kept being so annoying.. I wanted to beat them up! LOOOL

Today, mothers day: I feel like a bad child, i didnt get anything for my mom... :( well at least i put money in for swiss chalet LOL! but today was waste still, doing laundry n playing alittle xbox... Im sucha gmer now.. (N) NOT GOOD :( I need to chill... with Cassie ;)

Ima creeper still but like damn.. I just should move on.. she still likes that dude. ugh, oh well its fine I guess. Im stupid for crushing on her anyways.. Like I would get a girl like her? I could never.. loool I just should move on. bye.

Damn today was so jokes/alright. I was with Gabuten for the morn and 4th watching the seniors video! It was soooo jokes like "Facebook Stalker" and ah, this scary movie thats like Saw. It was jokes but yer scary! And the rest of the day I mostly spend time in the artshow. I cant believe the 4 element hiphop show is tomorrow! My cousin Ekclipz is visiting also some of my boys! Its going to be so live! I hope I dont break any bones tomorrow LOL! But im going to prepare myself hard! no homo. Like really I wonna put on a good show tomorrow, since oconnor juniors are going. And like I wonna get better also!

Yesterday, I cant believe I told her. I should have never had told her. Because I planned to tell her if I knew she had any feelings for me. Now I think things are getting alittle awkward for me. and like damn... Today I saw her, we both said "Hi" to each other, so im guessing thats a good thing. but damn thats all we said to each other, and I was so shy to even talk to her. And I also overheard from Casey that she slammed agaisnt a girl and walked off clean like nothing happened and yet the other girl was hurt LOL!

And afterschool was sooo jokes! O'Connor was at our school for the girls softball game. So like the o'connors pitcher was this girl I knew. I knew her from a friend I use to chill with. And like I said Hi to her and asked her if she still remembered me. And she never responded... how sad :( LOL
but damn, Kris was soooo jokes whenever A filippino batter from O'Connor would bat, he would be screaming "Do it for Manny Pacqauio" or like "your the pacman, i mean pacwomen." It was jokes. The most funniest thing ever today is was when got kicked out of the game because he was too annoying LOL!

Well thats all. I wish tomorrow will be better then today.

Holy cows, today I went to my schools artshow and perform infront of Prince of Peace and SOC. It was pretty embrassing. LOL But I got to see my cousin, Matthew! It's been so long, that I've seen him! But, im kind of improving on somethings, and yeah im not improving on others. I can finally hold a handstand for 4 secs? Even tho thats not enough, but at least I can hold it now! Damn, the whole day I was dancing. It got me sweaty/tired :( It was kind of a good workout for me :) And Jeff taught me something sick with my footwork, this is why I need crew to practice with! But damn, I need to improve!

Damn, I didn't see her today. She didn't watch me dance, I needed her inspiration. But its okay, I guess? But damn I should stop going for her, its already showing that she's not into me. I just should move on. but damn, I knew her since grade 8? damn.. Only if she knew. actually i dont wan her to know. it might get things ackward again...

Today:
holy cow! the day was so gay.. Like today I didnt even work.. Like I try to go to englishh to work, but no.. it was so full. So like I just chilling in the hallways hallwalking. Grrr. Then I just chilled with my boy Kris, and I think he got mad at me cause me, him, my boy Ross, and his girl robin, went to Taco bell to eat. And Kris asked me if i can spot him but I said no. but really wh would you ask me? you have 6$ which you can buy like 3 tacos with. and Yer asking me for more money for a new combo? Damn.. and after I went to town with Nathan and Beautee, it was pretty jokes at a time where I tried on jeans and it gave me the hugiest wedgy ever! and like I saw Christine Rosos at her work, but awww LOL. But yeah I went to so much stores to get one pair of jeans -.-" and Cassie Tan WAS SUPPOSE TO COME! but nah she had to get detention.. And I wanted to chill with her so bad :( imher... LOOOL anyways.. I got home and tried it on, I felt like a G' :)

Tomorrow:
I cant wait till tomorrow, I get to go to Niagra Falls to eat fome fine dining food! YUM! I so cant wait. Like I never been to Niagra Falls since grade 9 and I didnt actually get to see much :(
but Yeah I cant wait to chill at Niagra with Anthony and David!